Now at work. But not really happy, not really pleased with my performance. I was talking to someone yesterday and the topic of confidence came up. I was asked the question whether I think I have low confidence.
And I said yes. And then I thought for a while. Maybe the answer is it really depends after all. Too much failures often lead to lack of confidence. Hopefully I’ll get by all these problems and sort things out. Things should, hopefully, be fine.
I don’t really have a lot of confidence in things. I have a lot of doubts. But somehow I kinda like it that way. All of a sudden I am left thinking on my career path, what I want to do in the future. I realized how lucky I am. But I also realized how dangerously close to failing I am at.