Been out the entire day. I wanted to walk around the city alone a little longer actually. Thought I look around a little more, but my mind went wondering to begin a reflection process. Feeling lost, I head home.
I think I have changed a lot since the polytechnic days and it’s not really the way I want it.
I keep thinking “if I were to do things differently, I would have so and so…” but everything’s stuck the way it is. Past cannot be altered.
My personality seemed malleable, changing from occasion to occasion, different periods of the year I’m in different ‘personalities’.
I am starting to feel I lack a distinct personality and that I just sort of “went with the flow” because things appear to be working (so far).
But what if I am wrong?
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