When I’m feeling down…
I tend to chat with people in order to avoid thinking about the sadder events. It works sometimes, not really working that often already though.
I engaged myself in many conversations to try to forget certain events. But each time there is no reply from the other party, my mind drifted off and the sad events revisited.
Every early in the morning, my day begins clean, no sad memories come to me. At the end of the day, sad memories revisit me. And every night I sleep with this loss, this sadness. I toss and turn a little and fell asleep. You know, usually when you say good bye to someone online, you tell them to “sleep well”, or “good night” or whatever. Sometimes, I tell a friend something like, “hope you won’t toss and turn tonight, hahaa…”
Maybe… I would prefer to be told that.
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